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Mixed Feelings

I'm going home soon.
for one month.
I should be feeling happy and excited.
but..why?
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The Marathon Man

"Human beings naturally continue doing things they like,
and they don't continue what's they don't like.
Admittedly, something close to will does play a small part in that.
But no matter how strong a will a person has, no matter how much he may hate to lose,
if it's an activity he doesn't really care for, he won't keep it up for long."

~Haruki Murakami~




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Smile! It's Over!

rewind the tape a bit

2 months ago
there was a period of time that i encountered the thoughts of giving up
the evils of quitting just came to my mind
chicken out without trying at least once is just ,so not me
have been struggling struggling and struggling

finally one night
i've had a mild emotionally breakdown
when i recall about it now
it just seems so silly to have a hard time struggle over this which seem-to-be-not-really-a-tough-decision
i'm not sure whether i've freaked somebody out for being so mood swing that night
but i'm really really feeling so thankful that i have friends who are always so supportive

i'm glad that i didn't decide to be a quitter
and i'm glad that i've made through it
=)


“Our feelings are not under our control, so we cannot feel grateful by simply commanding it. Besides, it is not wise to wait for a time of grief or crisis before one starts the process of practicing gratitude. In daily life we must see that it is not happiness that makes us grateful, but gratefulness that makes us happy.”
Brother David Steindl-Rast







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Thanksgiving Day

Happy Thanksgiving!

♥♥♥♥♥Family♥♥♥♥♥♥
I'm always grateful and blessed to have such a wonderful family
I wouldn't trade them for the world
and I'm thankful
truly thankful to have the cutest family in the world


XOXO Friends XOXO
Thanks for being part of my life
I'm grateful for friends who are always there no matter how long time goes by
Thanks for making me laugh when I feel like tearing
Thanks for all the laughters and companions and support and every single little thing that you all have done for me

I believe people always come into our life for a reason
Thanks for being my friends
So I just wanna say Thanks
Thanks for everthing
=)



&
Happy Birthday to Babi Nakal!
huggsssssssssssssssssss
XD
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Simple Little Me

I won a movie tix yesterday!
For as long as I can recall, this is the first lucky draw prize that I got in my life..i think =P
Simple little things are enough to make me happy.
but sometimes some simple little things are enough to make me emo too.
yea.that's just Simple Litte Me.
=)

P/S:
to YC: the cadbury kuih lapis is nice! =)
ahahahahaha.
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today was a demoralized one
things seems to go wrong
sudden threw up at mrt station just made me feel even worse



doze off***
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flooded with dissapointment
but i seldom force
stubborn sometimes i can be
or maybe i'm just acting wayward
how irritable i can be
i know it

fake a smile
it's something that i always couldn't be able to learn
quite often that i keep things to myself
sometimes i noe i should speak it out
but a part of me just stop me from doing so


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i'm feeling angry.
angry at myself.
and i need to vent it out.
*hit the pillow*




=what doesn't kill me,make me stronger=


and yea. today is ah ho's big day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
wish you get a girlfriend very very soon!
ahahaha =P
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capricious me

Im gonna make it 4 years.
took quite a long time to make this decision.
Lots people asked me with this sudden change of mind.
hmm..
As what Yi Chin said
Im just following what my heart says.
maybe some of you might think that it's a waste of money and time.
Im not that kind of person who can know exactly what I want in the future.
playful me >.<
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Should I..

Should I graduate in 3.5 years?
struggling..
I need some advice......